Interests & Affiliations:
Hickory, Kentucky, Seth McFarlane, Chaz, Gary Allan's Ass, John Mayer's Lips, Wentworth Miller's Smile, Gary Allan's Chest Hair, White Cowboy Hats, Strip Dancing In Black Boxer Briefs, Papa Duck's Adams Apple, Goverment Conspiracies, Sierra Mist, Budweiser, Peanut Butter Cookies,

Favorite Bands and Artists:
Jeff Buckley Gary Allan Lee Ann Womack Ours Rodney Atkins SheDAISY Alison Krauss And Union Station Silverchair Metallica David Gray Pink Floyd Queen Cold Led Zeppelin AC/DC Julie Roberts Sneaker Pimps Portishead SheDAISY Jerry Lee Lewis The Carpenters City & Colour Johnny Cash

About me:
It took me longer than anyone I know to finally be honest when I say to people "I love myself". I do. I love every single thing about who I am, even the bad.. it makes me. The pain has molded me, I don't regret a single thing I've done. If I was asked to change one thing, I wouldn't. There's no amount of money in the world to make me happier than Nicholas Conway does. My dog is the star in my eyes, my son, part of my family, and an even bigger part of my life. My heart belongs down south, I don't know why, but I need to be there. I'm everything you hate. I'm everything you love. There's never an in between with me. I'm a procrastinator. I'm the closest thing to perfect. I'm cocky, rude, and sometimes extremely blunt. That's just on my good days. I will change your life. No matter how hard you try you can't forget me. I like to sing out loud when I'm upset. I drink too much Pepsi, and not enough water. I worry a lot, in fact it might as well be my job. I'm paranoid. I'm very anxious, which usually turns into a nervous nail chewing fest. I'm pretty honest to the point where I know what to say and when to keep my mouth shut. I'm more intelligent, then even I can believe sometimes. I like compliments, and gratification. I feel like my life is nothing if I'm no longer needed by people. I love helping people. I make it my duty to knock overly cocky or full of themselves people off their high horses. I can make you completely fucking speechless without breaking a sweat. I'm more comfortable dressing like a slob than dressing to impress. I don't pick out people's flaws, I treat people how I want to be treated. I'm learning who I am everyday, and that means some of the bad things about my personality change. I'm not perfect but I'm so close I can't stand it. I'm not too cocky, if anything I'm not cocky enough. I love writing, I'm great at it. I'm not good at showing emotion. Everything I never thought I could feel, do, or love came out when Nicholas came into the picture. I could never explain enough for other people to understand, but the love I have for that kid goes beyond relationships, sex, distance.. it's so much more then that. I like tattoos, I'm not obsessed with covering my body in overly copied tattoos, but I think they're enjoying to look at. I think honesty and intelligence are the sexiest thing about a man. I love cowboy hats and black boxer briefs. When I love, I love hard. When I give my heart, I give it all, and only to one person. I dedicate my entire world to one person. Even if I get hurt by people, I'm not going to stab them in the back, it'd make me no better than they are. I go out of my way to try to find the good in people or bring the good out. I believe I was put on this earth to save the world, in some small detailed way. I will make a difference if it's the last thing I do. I haven't even begun to make my mark. I need my alone time. I like making new friends. I refuse to accept anyone treating anyone else like shit. I don't hand respect out, you have to EARN it. I love all things strawberry. I miss my grandmother. I love the small things, that's what wins my heart over. I quit school but I'm nothing short of genius. I don't always get things right, but I have faith in myself enough to know that I've learned and will continue to learn from the things I've done wrong. Regardless of what you think of me, I am who I am, and that doesn't change. I will always be Amanda. I don't miss half the things that have left my life. I can't end a relationship with someone if they have no reason for being a douche bag. I could give two shits less if people hate me, as long as their reason is logical and not something stupid like "You're fat". Nothing I have is truly mine. I don't sleep enough, but I sleep too much. I'm not the challenged, I'm the challenger. When it comes down to it.. I'm more than you can handle, and that's not being cocky.. it's the truth, there's more to me than meets the eyes and ears; you just have to be strong willed enough to see what I'm about. Plain out and simple, I'll make you crazy, or I'll show you the light. I am undoubtedly one of the most beautiful people you'll ever know in your life, even the ugly things about me are still fucking beautiful.

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